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  Copyright © 2021 by Bill Walker

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  DeLarge Books Edition 2021

  ISBN-13: 978-1-7358796-2-8 (Trade Paperback)

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  All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopy, recording, or any information storage and retrieval system, without permission in writing from the author, or his agent, except by a reviewer who may quote brief passages in a critical article or review to be printed in a magazine or newspaper, or electronically transmitted on radio or television.

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  This is a work of fiction.

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  Cover Design: Damonza Studios

  Typesetting and Design: Bill Walker Designs

  Printed in the United States of America

  To my late friend, Sean Barry Weske,

  whose marvelous tale fired my imagination...

  “Bill Walker is a consummate storyteller. Always inventive and always entertaining. You will have a great time with anything he writes.”

  —Richard Chizmar

  Bestselling author of Gwendy’s Magic Feather

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  “Walker is a hell of a writer!”

  —Harlan Ellison

  Contents

  THE SON: 1951

  Chapter 1

  THE FATHER: 1941

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  THE SON: 1984

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  THE FATHER: 1941

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  THE SON: 1984

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  THE SON: 1989

  Chapter 34

  THE SON: 1951

  Chapter One

  The boy stared at his father’s effects, his eyes wide with fascination, his nose wrinkling at the pungent odor of naphtha. He’d been told a hundred times to stay out of the attic, could hear his mother’s admonishments that it “...was not the proper place for a boy to play....” But her stern words could not overcome the boy’s innate curiosity.

  And now the dusty old steamer trunk lay open, its sand-colored exterior battle-scarred and dented, the stenciled name barely visible on its lid:

  WD

  MAJ. MICHAEL THORLEY

  He knew the contents of the trunk by heart: On top lay the khaki blouse of his father’s uniform, the single crown on each epaulet denoting his rank. It was devoid of any other markings. Below the blouse lay the pants, leggings, and boots. At the bottom of the trunk sat his “Tommy” helmet, leather “Sam Brown belt,” and a small automatic pistol, its blue-black finish gleaming dully. Instinctively, the boy reached for it and held it in his small hand, marveling at its weight. Looking closer, he spied the name, Carl Walther, etched into the barrel slide.

  Curling his hand around the gun’s Bakelite grip, he aimed it toward the rough-hewn beams overhead and squeezed the trigger. It stuck. A sudden chill slid up his spine then, as if the temperature had plunged, and he quickly replaced the pistol next to a shiny German Pilot/Observer’s badge.

  He turned his attention to a beloved relic, a leather-covered box with “Military Cross” stamped in gold on the lid.

  Smiling, the boy reached for the medal, swung open the lid and stared in awe at the silver cross with its four crowns at each tip, the royal cipher—GR—in the center. The ribbon felt silky smooth under his ten-year-old fingers, its alternating stripes of white/mauve/white, the one splash of color.

  The boy replaced the medal with a reverence that belied his years and reached for the helmet and the Sam Brown belt. He put them on, as he’d done countless times before, then stood. He turned to a tailor’s dummy enshrouded in a lacy wedding gown, the fabric yellowed with age.

  The sun came out from behind a cloud, shooting shafts of golden afternoon light through the one oval window, making the dusty room glow like Aladdin’s cave.

  Snapping his heels together, the boy brought his hand up in a salute, his palm facing outwards, his hand bouncing slightly as it hovered over his brow. He stared at the dummy. “Lieutenant Michael Thorley, Jr., reporting as ordered, SIR!”

  The dummy remained silent.

  The boy dropped the salute sharply to his side and nodded. “Very good, sir, at once.”

  Hefting an imaginary rifle, he began to march around the attic, executing a Manual of Arms. He threaded his way through boxes of old books and newspapers with headlines that screamed: “MONTY TROUNCES THE DESERT FOX!” and “HITLER IS KAPUT!” He marched past a crate filled with his old toys, ignoring his once treasured clown doll, watching him now with its one remaining eye. The boy did an about turn and pretended to thrust a bayonet at an ancient Victrola, its brass horn now dulled and flecked with spots of corrosion.

  “Die, Nazi bastard!”

  Suddenly somber, he returned to the trunk and replaced the belt and the helmet exactly as he found them, and then lifted out an old photograph, browned and ragged at the edges. It showed a young man seated in the passenger side of a Jeep, his eyes staring out past the camera, his expression one of sadness.

  “What happened, Dad?” the boy whispered, his index finger tracing the shape of the face in the photograph. “What bloody happened?”

  Sighing, the boy returned the photo to its rightful place and reached for the trunk’s lid. It was time to go; his mother would be returning from her daily shopping any moment, and he wanted to be safely downstairs engrossed in his homework.

  It was then that he noticed the slight bulge in the gaily colored paper lining the lid. Was something under there, or was it just a fault in the glue allowing the paper to bubble up in one spot?

  Now more curious than ever, the boy reached forward, his slender fingers only inches away from the tell-tale bulge.

  A door slammed downstairs.

  “Michael? Where are you, dear?”

  He slapped the lid closed, snapped the clasps, and heaved it off the floor with a grunt, his muscles straining.

  “Michael?” his mother called out, closer now. “Are you up in the attic? You know how I feel about that. I’d better not find you into your father’s things again, or I shall put them under lock and key!”

  With one last look to see that everything was back in its proper place, the boy scampered down the stairs, leaving the ghost of his father and his unanswered questions behind.

  THE FATHER: 1941

  Chapter Two

  Michael Thorley slipped the heavy Bakelite headphones from his ears, feeling the rush of cooler air play across his lobes, making them tingle like the jab of a thousand tiny needles. He sighed, rubbed his tired, burning eyes with the thumb and forefinger of one hand while the other, holding a pencil, completed the translation in swift short strokes.

  He’d just spent the last eight hours glued to an obscure radio station in Upper Silesia listening to farm reports droned in a stentorian monotone extolling the latest wheat and potato harvests. And it was up to him to take down every blasted word. Now that the farm reports had ended, the station would play Wagner’s Ring Cycle opera for the rest
of the evening—all eight hours of it. It was time to pack it in.

  Disgusted, Thorley threw the pencil onto the table next to the receiver and scanned the room through the omnipresent haze of tobacco smoke, wondering just what he’d done to deserve this stygian fate.

  Barely ten by ten, with cracked, yellowed plaster and mahogany wainscoting scarred by years of neglect, the “Radio Room” was a rabbit warren squirreled away in the northeast corner of the Foreign Office building. It was home to five other men, each with his own receiver and headphones, listening intently while scribbling away on a pad of what they laughingly called paper: unlined straw-colored foolscap, hole-punched on one edge.

  The irony was that no more than five stories below him lay the busiest address in London. At all hours of the day, one could get a bird’s-eye view of history being made down there at Number 10 Downing Street, where Churchill and his cabinet constantly came and went, busily conducting the war.

  And here he was listening to blather. What he wouldn’t give to sit in just one of those meetings.

  Snapping out of his reverie, Thorley mentally transformed the loops and whorls of the Pitman shorthand into the King’s English.

  Boring. It was all so bloody boring he wanted to scream. And yet it was vital. His superiors—the old men who dressed in tweeds or expensive Savile Row suits and spoke of gardens and pheasant hunting in the measured tones of Oxford and Cambridge—wanted to know every detail of the German harvest. How better to know the state of the enemy’s fighting man, than to know if he was going to have a full belly the following winter. And there was the rub.

  It was vitally important, yet utterly without challenge. A second-year language student could have done the work, but not without the airtight security clearance Thorley possessed. And then again, someone had to listen to all the minutiae, the drivel that came out of Hitler’s Third Reich, for amongst the dross might lay that inestimable pearl of truth that would mean the difference between victory...or utter disaster.

  Shaking his head, Thorley gathered up the last of his translations.

  “You all right, Michael?”

  Thorley looked up and saw that the man next to him had his headphones off and was gazing at him with an expression consisting of equal parts concern and curiosity.

  Cursed with a head of blazing red hair and a mass of freckles that covered every inch of his gangling six-foot frame, Roger Hornsby had the look of an innocent schoolboy. It was a look that engendered immediate trust, and had, on more than one occasion, engendered members of the opposite sex right into bed.

  “I’m sorry, did you say something?” Michael asked, frowning at something on his pad. He erased one of the characters and replaced it with one very similar, then glanced at Roger.

  Roger lifted a ginger eyebrow, his face splitting into a wry grin. “I asked you if you were all right. You look a bit knackered.”

  Thorley nodded and stood, grabbing up his foolscap. “That’s the word for it,” he said, placing the headphones on the chair for the next listener. “I’ve bloody well had it.”

  “Then Dr. Roger suggests that we raise a pint or two across the way. My treat.”

  “Now that is an occasion,” Michael said, smiling for the first time. “Unfortunately, I must miss that epochal moment. Lillian’s making a bit of tinned beef this evening.”

  “Good Lord, where on earth did she scare that up?”

  Michael shrugged his narrow shoulders, the glint of humor still in his eyes. “She won’t say. Claims it’s a state secret.”

  “My missus is always prattling on about such things, too. Ah, well, to wives and secrets, then,” Roger said, hoisting an imaginary glass. “I suppose now I’ll have to find some female companionship, instead of your sterling company.”

  Michael laughed. “You’re a rotter, Hornsby, a real rotter.”

  “Count on it, old boy,” Roger said, a sly grin crinkling the corners of his eyes.

  Michael nodded to the others, grabbed his Trilby hat and gas mask box off the coat stand, and walked down the narrow hall until he reached the typists’ room, where he handed off his sheaf of papers to an owlish girl with milk-bottle glasses. “Just the usual,” he said.

  The girl shrugged, placed the papers on the table next to her and immediately began clacking away on her Underwood, her expression one of grim determination.

  From the typists’ room, Thorley took the stairs to the ground floor and was almost out the door when one of the Wrens came running. “Mr. Thorley, sir, please wait!”

  Thorley turned, reluctantly. “Yes?”

  The girl, a young slip of a thing with a mousy brown pageboy and bright red lipstick, thrust an envelope into his hands. Thorley started to shove it into his coat pocket.

  “I’m sorry, sir, but you’re to read it straightaway.”

  Sighing again, Thorley tore open the plain buff envelope and unfolded a single sheet of thick, creamy vellum. The name engraved at the top that brought him up short, as well as the twenty terse words written in a hasty angular script:

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  Your presence is required in the office of the Director at 54 Broadway Buildings, St. James’s, at precisely 1900 hours, Sir Basil.

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  Thorley’s pulse quickened, and a lone trickle of sweat began the long slow journey down his spine. He was being asked, no—ordered to appear at the headquarters of MI6, the arm of Britain’s Secret Service responsible for intelligence gathering outside Britain’s borders. And while his work as a translator for the Foreign Office touched upon MI6’s territory, there was no reason for them to be calling him in. Unless, somehow, he’d failed them, botched up a translation. Sometimes one word could change the whole meaning of a sentence, cast a more ominous light on something one would at first think to be an innocent statement. Or, as with troop movements, that one word could mean the difference between knowing the true whereabouts of a certain Panzer division, or where a Luftwaffe squadron was based. The German language could be capricious in that way. Something was wrong and they were probably going to pack him off to the Outer Hebrides, Scapa Flow, or some other godforsaken place where he could do little harm, and less good. The thought of that possibility drove his spirits into the depths of despair, for as much as the work bored him at times, it made him feel vital—needed.

  But as quickly as the depression descended on him, it lifted when he realized that a transfer would come in the form of a personal visit by his superior, Sir Basil Ravenhurst, during regular hours. Sir Basil, as fair-minded a man as any he had ever worked for, would take him aside and, with solemn regret, tell him that his services were needed elsewhere. Thorley had seen it happen more than once. And even if that were the case, he could always resign and go back to his old post as a Professor of European Languages at Balliol College. Would that be such a bad thing? And suddenly he knew that it would, for he’d spent far too much time there to go back to the cobwebbed halls of Oxford.

  “Sir?”

  Thorley tore his eyes from the note and glanced up at the Wren. She had an expectant look on her round unlined face.

  He started to speak, to ask her what it was all about, but he swallowed the words, knowing it was useless. Everyone tended his own garden; it was an unwritten and unspoken law every bit as sacred as those debated in the Houses of Parliament. It was the reason Thorley had not asked Roger what station he’d been listening to—it wasn’t cricket, as some would say. Thorley handed back the note.

  “Tell Sir Basil I’ll be there,” he said.

  “Very good, sir.” The Wren spun around and headed back the way she’d come, the heels of her sensible shoes clacking across the parquet flooring.

  It never ends, Thorley thought, taking off his hat. The meeting would convene in exactly one hour, which meant he had no time to go home, and the special dinner Lillian was preparing would now go to waste.

  Tramping back up the stairs, he walked into an empty office, picked up the phone, and dialed: BRIxton-1631.

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p; “Hello?”

  Her voice caressed his ear like warm velvet, in a way that always made his mouth go dry. This time it only made him feel guilty.

  He and Lillian had only been married a year. She’d swept into the room at a Foreign Office party on the arm of a Flight Lieutenant and had abandoned the poor sod the instant their eyes met across that smoke-filled room. Until that singular blinding moment, Thorley had always pooh-poohed the idea of love at first sight, thought it the stuff of Hollywood claptrap. And, yet, one look into Lillian Dudley’s hazel eyes and Thorley was lost.

  They’d spent the entire evening together pouring out their life stories: his in sheltered academia, hers spent in orphanages and foster homes, and not even the air raid that drove the party into the basement shelter could stanch the tide of romance. He noted, with no small irony, that it now seemed as if they spent more time apart than together.

  “It’s me, love.”

  He heard her sharp intake of breath. “Dear God, Michael, where are you? Dinner’s almost on.”

  “I’m still here, something’s come up. Sir Basil’s ordered me to a meeting at MI6 in about an hour. Knowing those chaps, it could last quite a while.”